serious

Hye..
I love u so much ******a but u can't be my mine..only god knw bout my feels to u!but this is what we call a life..once i step slowly away i will never turn back..you are cute,since i see u on the first time i remember i was 'terpukau' but i never know you are name and now i know..i see u since u 13teen ..try to see u everyday but can't..i never regret to loving u even my love was only on my right hand!i hope one day u realize it..

please understand the dream 

i am chasing 

thanks :)  

❤LOVE FRIENDSHIP❤

as I sat here I was trying to think of all the times . you hurt me and made me cry . hoping and wishing it would make me like you less . but it didn't . because all the times I could remember were the ones when you showed me that you cared . I didn't want to believe that . you ever did you walk by me everyday and say hey . everyday you take time out to listen to me . you talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me . well, I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting . deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend .
p/s : who ? act no body :'(
the end

Hey, welcome to my Buddy page. They are awesome ! They are funny ! They are someone that never be replace ! Guys thanks for everything wey ! Really appreciate it ! haha XD

This is yaya . But people call her angel . The best thing about her is, dya punya glak mang takk bleyh bla. haha XD Dya caring with org yg b'ada di sekeliling dya. She's so nice. mang takk  arrogant langsung, thats for sure. Very sensitive person. Hey reader, you better be careful with what you're going to say to her. She won't let you know when and why she hate you and love you. Btw pyka, thanks for be my friend and thanks for everything =)
SENSITIVE ~

This is atyn. She loves to play volleyball. Captain volleyball for my school. She's kinda funny sometime. The best thing about her is, play volleyball with her, of course. She's very sensitive when people look at her and talk about her. She's won't follow any rules. And hate copycat. Hey atyn , thanks for everything. Call me if you want to play volleyball ! haha lol.
VOLLEYBALL ~

So, this is wani . Smile smile smile and smile is her hobby. Haha ! She's kinda cute with her smile (--,") Haha. Lol ~ She love to smile at me and always make my day bright, again with her smile ! She's so nice and damn to sweet to be a friend. She's love to play around. wani , thanks for be my friend and thanks for make my day bright ! Really appreciate it.
SMILE ~ 

My name is eyka farhana bt othaman . And I've learned how to smile. My life isn't perfect, but it's pretty perfect to me. God has truly blessed me with all I could ever ask for, and there is no way I would trade any of what I've been through a lot to get here. It was all an experience I needed to become who I am now. "You don't love a person, because they're beautiful, but they are beautiful because you love them..." God put me where he did for a reason. I'm not sure where that is, but I have faith in the fact that he'll be there to guide and show me where I need to go, where I belong. I got a pretty good idea what I'm gonna do with my life. I love music, beauty, family, and chosen amount of friends.

# fact #

"You hold on to bitterness towards somebody that, you think you’ve got them sort of in a cage, like you’ve got them under your thumb. But really, they have you. You’re the one whose being controlled if you can’t forgive somebody. So, I just felt such a freedom when I’ve been able to forgive, even somebody who didn’t ask for my forgiveness. Like, when Jesus is on the cross he prays for the people who put him there, and they didn’t ask him to pray for them, and they didn’t say they were sorry. So I think to be able to forgive people who never said they were sorry, that’s really very freeing. And you never have to hold onto any anger, or resentment or desire for revenge.

exam done !!

hurmm suppose i should be happy bcoz exam dahh abes , but tadi me ta dpt jwb 1 question . 

padahal soalan tuhh lahh yg pling i remember . argggghhhh , tahh mcm mane tetibe

dlm exam my otak nehh jdik blank plakk . duhhhh ! lost 10 marks mcm tuhh jekk . 

ta ke rugi namenye . howw i wanna get an 'A' if dahh terang2 salah . hurmmmm ,

im so depressed lahh ryte noww .

about me

i need to move myself,
i need to feel my heart dancing,
i need to continue to do what im doing ,
i need to stay focus again,
reorganize everything,
resetting my time,
resetting my discipline, my goal, and target.

i need to continue on my assignment,
i need to continue to study on insurance,
i need to continue to focus on silent time with God,
i need to continue to love tennis,
i need to continue to grow up,
i need to continue to exercise,
i need to continue to have faith,
i need to continue on cf,
i need to continue on choir
i need to continue on youth,
im giving my all in all i do
no more tv,
no more laziness,
no more cant wake up,
no more excuses.
i need to do what i need to do,
and continue to do them ,
because it glorified God's name.
because its all for God.

new chapter , new hair

Another sem had just pass ,
yesterday is my first day of class..
so many things had happen last sem
and i thank God for everything that had happen to me,
i see how God had lead me through hard situation
and i see how God had made me realize
how much i need to change..

God have been merciful to me,
so many sins i did,
yet God still forgive and stay by my side,
i got my results,
i actually am shock that i get pretty good results.

i feel so guilty that i did not try my best,
im starting a new chapter in my life book,
changes must be made,
in order for me to be closer to God,
its abetter change for spiritual growth as well,
i cut my hair with the act of new beginning.

what should i do

im stuck here,
out of no where in my life,
where everything is so peaceful,
nothing bad had happen yet,
nothing good as well,
wondering to myself,
what happen?
how come things are so fine now?
whats going on?
God is not talking,
im not reacting,
nothing is happening,
now this is bad,
God?
where is the storm?
am i in it already?
what should i do now?
i should pray,
God,
u there still?

IM SICK

I have been sick for 3 days day, and today is like two days before exp that it got worst,

it hurt so much that even when i breath , it hurts. i have a few ulcer on my tongue..

A FEW!!! not just one or two...it hurts so much..pls pray for me.. :( went to look for doc, 

and he say that there is no cure to ulcer it have to be heal by my own antibodies ..well, 

sad to say, mine is super low, i feel so sleepy at all times, and i tear so

many time, and i feel pain in my mouth...i hate this sickness, 

i dont feel like talking, eating, or even

drinking at all.. :(

 it hurts so badly ,everytime when i move my tongue .....:(

MSG OF THE DAY

to changed yourself, you cant, 

but God can, so ask 

Him for help, and put full 

trust on Him.

exhausted

well... within this few week...
i really cant handle anything else more
im STRESS
im EXHAUSTED
i really cant stand for it any
assignemnt...
you make me scary
my group member... you guys make me mad!!

seriously
im super stress
first time i feel stress
i have been cried for few time because of this assignment
wth ><
pls...
faster end tis year

i need a BREAK

about me

guess what...
im single now
lol
am i happy?
not really

seriously im confusing

what is LOVE
for me NOW?

how is it IMPORTANT to me?

i donno
maybe im not suit to having a relationship now?
i guess so

well...
i thought i wont cry
bt failed
i cried
funny?

yes i cried...
i do feel sad
but
sorry... im sorry to do that
as you said "dont waste our time"

sorry
i wish you happiness
take care yourself

about me

【eyka】

Welcome!
With the new members of our fruity
 syeera adam ♥
Happily
We finally played together a complete
seriously
I still put lit tse as a member of Sisters
So long as sisters, the sister is forever!
 eyra . . .
Everyone says nothing lastr forever
We can create a miracle?
To the "forever "
Even if not always
At least we are really paying to

about me

Unknowingly went to the Wednesday,
Tomorrow will have to face death is a
Exams! !
However. . I did not even study
Sigh. . . . .

To talk about the recent life
Recent life friend who spent most of the time
I beloved fruity and the "gang"

and im having my sem break now
hmm...
everyone is starting for school but only my college is having a sem break
=="
im looking for a PART TIME job here!!!!
anyone intro some job to me pls :(

recently spent alotttttt ><
haiz...
i need job pls...

about me

【feeling】

 i realize that
im really fat and short
i know 一eyka 

but
now become more OMG
im fatty!!!!
and
my skin become worse
:'(
i want go facial~

im trying control myself to more
i EVERY MOMENT also hungry de ><
example like now
im HUNGRY :'(

i want slim
i want tall (abit also good la)
i want my skin be better

lets get a mission!
"beauty mission"♥
wahaha :D

2:15am finish updated
single the best ♥

 eyka love mummy
and daddy

 muax

good night~

about me

【love you】

hmm...
wat to say
our da jie..
back to the same
T again
seriously i do strongly deprecate
i do really sad
i do really heart pain
i do really dissapointed

but
i can do nothing also
tisu...
as long as you happy
fruity will also be with you
stay strong!

  family love you
 friends love you

>< ish!

here to let me shout!!
my hair ah!!!
mother fucker!!!!!
fuck fuck fuck!!!
ah!!!!!!!
><